----- Original Message -----
From: xxxxxx
To: Shanti
Sent: Monday, May 28, 2007 4:34 AM
Subject: Re: Item #180122725703 - Notification of an Instant Payment Received from
Here is how I described my situation to you back then:
Let me tell you about myself and the situation I would like help with:
I was born on 3rd February 1953 with the name xxxxx xxxxxx xxxxxx, which I changed on 9th September 1999 to my present name.
I have been married twice and have two delightful daughters, xxxxx (12) and xxxx (14) by my first Wife and a stepdaughter (xxxx 20) and a stepson (xxx 22) with my present Wife (xxxx) who I have been married to for 6 years.
I'm an Electronic Engineer by training and pretty much self-educated but a very determined kind of person so I've done very well in terms of career and I manage a team of Electronic and Mechanical design specialists in a High Tech company 80 miles away from where I live in Norfolk, this involves me in driving for 2 hours each way to work every day, or at least it did until 20 weeks ago when I suddenly just found myself overwhelmed by fatigue and terrible mental feelings of anxiety and depression after that I was off work sick with what has been diagnosed as Chronic Fatigue Syndrome.
My employers have been pretty good so far and allowed me 3 months sickness on full pay and have allowed me to come into work for just 2 days a week until the new year when I am now I back in full time working.
In the time I've been away though the company have hit problems and my boss who was a nice guy has been moved and replaced with a very tough guy that's been brought in from outside so I'm not feeling comfortable now I'm back and I don't know how I'm going to cope or how long I'll last now that I am back. Although, in theory, I should only have been working two days a week, in reality my new boss has been pressing me to get work done at home when I should really be recovering. Yesterday was my first day back in full time work since I got sick and my boss immediately took the opportunity to pile the pressure on me by telling me that he would not tolerate slacking from me.
Before I went sick I used to love my job and really enjoy going there despite the many pressures it brought to me but now I detest the place and those that I have to work for.
In an ideal world I wouldn't want to be back at work all but there are several reasons why I have to:
My Wife xxxx has had breast cancer 3 times and at the moment is in good health because she has injections of a miracle drug called Herceptin every 3 weeks which are paid for by the medical insurance which goes with my job and which would cost us around $40,000 a year if we had to fund them ourselves.
The other reason for going back is the debts that we have; since xxxx was ill for the third time she seems to be driven to have everything she wants now, before, as she sees it, she gets ill again and it is all too late. This is entirely understandable but it has resulted in her spending way more money than either of us have coming in and we are both in quite severe debt now I've tried in the past to clear these debts but with only limited success each time.
The situation then is that between these various issues I find myself trapped in a stressful work situation that I can't live with and I can't live without.
What I would like to do is to be able to start a business that I can run from home that will enable us to clear our debts and will back the stress off of me before I burn out completely either physically or mentally.
All in all, our situation is not good but I have taken these events as being a wake-up call that my life is in need of radical change and I am therefore doing the best that I can to handle it wisely and responsibly.
I also feel that there are big changes coming to our lives which will, in the long run be beneficial if I can somehow understand the emerging patterns and the forces that are at work in the invisible world driving these changes and know how to work with them and this is where I would like help from you with your blessing to help me find an opportunity that will change our lives for the better and yet also let me get my physical and mental health back.
My thanks, blessings and respects to you
xxxxx
Since then my situation has changed dramatically; my boss that was making my life so miserable left six weeks ago after spending just six months with the company and I was offered several really good jobs elsewhere.
I resigned from the company 3 months ago and finally finished there last Friday; all my colleagues were very sad to see me go and the senior management apologised for what they described as "the disgraceful way I had been treated" and said I could return any time I wanted.
Tomorrow I begin work in a new job which, after some training, will let me work from home for about two days a week and go into the office just one day a week - my health is very much improved and this new job should enable me to recover my health and strength fully as it will involve a lot less stress than the previous job. I have known the directors of this company for about 8 years now and they would like me to become a director too in the next year or so.
This new job is paying more money than my old one though but I am making major efforts to try and reduce our debt burden to help reduce the impact of this on our lives.
xxxx's health has improved greatly and her specialist has said that she no longer needs the expensive therapy any longer and that her health should be good from now on, I have also discovered that I can continue to pay for the health insurance privately and I have drawn some money out of my pension fund to pay for this for the next two years just to give xxxx a safety net if she does get ill again. All in all, our situation has improved miraculously since you began your work back in January but I would like these changes to continue so that we can build a better and more stable situation for ourselves over time.
Can you please perform a career blessing that will:
Help me become succesful in my new job.
Help me make a full recovery from my chronic fatigue.
Help xxxx fully realise, at the deepest levels, that her illness is really over as this still haunts her night and day.
Help us recover from our debt problems.
If you think any of these issues require seperate working I will be very happy to do this and to pay accordingly.
Thank you Shanti for the transformative change you have brought to our lives - I give thanks daily for your help.
My love, blessings and respects to you.
PS: I would also like to purchase a seperate blessing to help my 15 year old daughter xxxx - perhaps we could discuss that soon too..